Take A Seat

Every other week In my little corner I secretly anticipate you when the time comes bringing in our gallons of water.. that I don't even drink any more yet I somehow perk up when I hear you're here for delivery                          your entrance... today I got the courage to ask  "what do you do?"                              I found myself stuck looking at you                              I found myself stuck the longer our eyes met                              The longer our eyes met the more simple glue seemed to turn into                              seasoned hardened super glue, that had separation only ...

                                                       I LOVE OUR TIMES TOGETHER I love our times together. Early in the mornings.. I seek your face.  You gently nudge me .                          As you greet me with a new day. The silence of your presence tells more than my own words ever could.  Your nudges are like shots of Hennessy, that enters in one way and quickly flows through my body. Burning like fire in my soul God, I just want you to know that I honor you. I want you to know that because of You I have made my room a sanctuary. Truly, its sacred. I'm listening to music, with my humidifier on and You in my heart.  When it used to be a place where my 'quiet time' was masturbating or lusting, I know find myself dived into Your word, or a serm...

I have a maker he formed my heart.  Before even time began, my life was in His hands.  I have a Father He calls me His own.  He'll never leave me no matter where I go.  He knows my name, He knows my every thought.  He sees these tears that fall, and hears me when I call.   Be yourself We were called to be different.  We were called to lead others, and not be of this world.  So often we get caught up in this world.  Why? We know better, we deserve, better, we can do better. Trying to please our own selfish desires as well as others that will only lead us to self destruction.  I believe this issue comes from within.  Which is why we are called to guard our hearts Proverbs 4:23.  Isn't God great?  Being completely justified by Christ gives us the power and confidence to live radically different lives that glorify Christ.  Dare to be different, don't be afraid to speak up, do what's rig...

Take control of your health 

May 23, 2013 marks the day I did my big chop.  Being that it's only been two days since the big cut, I still can't believe that I actually cut my hair off.  I'm not sure if I feel the whole "liberated/I am a new woman" thing yet, but something inside of me feels proud because it has been long awaited.   I've started transitioning when I was 17, but lack of knowledge about hair care and my hair type resulted in a set back and a bad case of breakage, spit ends, and uneven hair.  Which resulted in a few more relaxers and hair cuts until I  finally got fed up with repeating the "beauty salon" cycle that I had been enslaved to since I was a little girl and received  my last full relaxer my senior year of High School. That was when I realized that my hair hated the creamy crack. I've always had a small attachment to my hair.  Desiring the straight, long hair that I so easily had but at some point in my young adult life, that was no lon...