Insomnia

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Paper thin and hard as stone.

And now it's 5 am where I am
Got no sleep once again
I try to lie and pretend
that reality isn't looming over my head

Still,


insomnia plays a part

because it hits me;  healing I can't find where you are?


But I won't mask the pain
Nor will I burry it in temporary pleasures

No.

Day by day.



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