The unrequited I looked into your eyes and could see the sun setting Adoration flooded my body and I found out it flooded yours But it wasn't for me, it was for her. My waterfall quickly turned into a puddle The water dried up and left the flowers in my body to search for the sunshine The punch in the gut of realziing I speak your name and you speak hers I wonder if she's more more poised more interesting more beautiful ...
I'm writing on my phone at a stop light in Norman, because I don't want to forget what I just experienced. I feel things coming together for me. Decolonize data. Health Equity, and people of color. I've never felt more seen and heard more at my time at my job than I have when Abigail Echo-Hawk was here. Her words were captivating, her heart was on fire, and she opened the eyes of everyone in the room. Things often get white washed by white eyes and it pisses me off. Abigail said everything I have been trying to tell my white colleagues and more in such an eloquent way that bought tears to my eyes. I hope that I can speak to crowds like she does, and make strides in the lives of my people.
I LOVE OUR TIMES TOGETHER I love our times together. Early in the mornings.. I seek your face. You gently nudge me . As you greet me with a new day. The silence of your presence tells more than my own words ever could. Your nudges are like shots of Hennessy, that enters in one way and quickly flows through my body. Burning like fire in my soul God, I just want you to know that I honor you. I want you to know that because of You I have made my room a sanctuary. Truly, its sacred. I'm listening to music, with my humidifier on and You in my heart. When it used to be a place where my 'quiet time' was masturbating or lusting, I know find myself dived into Your word, or a serm...
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